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hidup ini sulit, rumit. Allah selalu ngasih cobaan ke setiap manusia, tapi Allah gak ngasih cobaan yang melebihi batas kemampuan manusia. gue percaya dari setiap masalah dan musibah bakal ada hikmah dan kebahagiaan lain. kita sebagai manusia harus belajar sabar dan ikhlas walaupun memang itu sulit.

gue ga tau kenapa 3 tahun terakhir ini, dari 2009 sampai 2011 gue selalu dihadapi masalah sama sahabat-sahabat gue, yang gue sayang banget sama mereka, gue gak mau kehilangan mereka, mungkin karena itu Allah uji kebeneran semua itu kepada gue. tapi gue sih bersyukur karena gue ngerasa setiap gue punya masalah sama sahabat-sahabat terdekat gue, gue selalu diberi orang baru, temen baru yang bisa nemenin gue setiap waktu walaupun kita baru kenal. disisi lain pun gue masih punya banyak sahabat dan teman , keluarga serta Allah yang selalu berada disisi gue. intinya dari setiap masalah gue ini, gue cuman pengen sahabat atau dia yang gue anggep kembaran itu balik kaya dulu, yang peduli, yang baik, cuek tapi ga secuek sekarang. gue kangen sama kegiatan nite ride bareng dia, cfd bareng dia dan teman teman gue yang lain. mungkin gak sih itu bakal ada lagi? dan mungkin ini masalah sama sahabat gue yang paling berat cobaannya, semua kenangan yang bahagia sekarang cuma bisa dikenang, mungkin bakal lama buat ngelakuin semua itu bareng lagi. dari kemaren pengen nangis entah kenapa dan baru nangis pas ngetik ini semua. gue gatau ini salah siapa, gue merasa selalu bersalah juga, dia begitu pasti ada sebab. tapi setiap ditanya kenapa, dia ga pernah ngasih tau, dia ga pernah jawab. mungkin kalo emang lo ga mau bikin gue benci sama lo karna apa yang lo rasain sekarang, terus kenapa lo kaya giniin gue, ini malah ngebuat gue ngerasa lo dan gue itu kaya ga pernah kenal. sekarang lo cerita ke gue pun gak pernah, gue kaya udah ga dianggep apa apa lagi sama lo. setiap tweet, setiap chat, lo selalu bersikap angkuh, dingin, gue nya jadi ngerasa ini udah ga sama lagi, ini udah berubah dan gue mencoba untuk ikuti semuanya tapi gabisa. makasih ya udah pernah isi hari hari gue dengan ketawa bareng dan sedih bareng walaupun sekarang udah engga lagi :") miss you berat. miss you brader. miss you twin. miss all my bestfriends, my friends who all ever almost gone. i dont wanna lose someone else. Thanks to Allah

Hang Out

Hang Out

Hang out, we need time to hang out

With my best friends in the club

Get a whiskey in the bar

Get crazy with the pal

Shake it shake it

Hang out, we need thing to break out

But i think its possible

Get a heart key boom

Let’s the party dum

Start it start it

You dressed up so thinking crazy

Everybody look you like a funny (joke)

Laughing in everytime cause you are not in style

Blow up bubble going flying

I need you to back to ware house (up)

Its a party, you must get naughty with this pinky in your hair

Hang out, we need time to hang out

With my best friends in the club

Get a whiskey in the bar

Get crazy with the pal

Shake it shake it

Hang out, we need thing to break out

But i think its possible

Get a heart key boom

Let’s the party dum

Start it start it

I saw you were in the hotel

With the bad guys i think you’re a (bitch)

Have fun in the room, got a crazy after done

My best friend is the best one

I have them and i’m so proud of them (hey)

They are beside me and i’m always happy

Hang out, we need time to hang out

With my best friends in the club

Get a whiskey in the bar

Get crazy with the pal

Shake it shake it

Hang out, we need thing to break out

But i think its possible

Get a heart key boom

Let’s the party dum

Start it start it

Don’t ever world let make you be worst

Don’t touch your body if you hate it

Come on follow me and see the future

We all have the future in world

I Know The Best

I Know The Best

My mom tell me that i must be strong

'Cause sometimes this world is unfair

There's much lies, there's much haters

Everyday like a wave in the dark sea

Storm and lightning in the shadows

Look like your heart when you're angry

But my eyes saw you're in the blue sky

with more tears in your wet cheek

I know the best when you said i'm wrong

I know the best but i'm still had the worst

My mom always said i must keeping on

But i'm down and i can't stand

I know the best when you're call my name

I know the best , you help me grow up

I spend tonight with the shadows

You're a liar, you're cheat me

My dad told me that i could be better

I can raise the game with pullpy in my hand

Walk alone without something important

'Cause i know i will get it someday

The bubbles flight with the wind

Never had a struggle to raise

I don't need you, not thinking else

I will go and turn back to push up you

I know the best when you said i'm wrong

I know the best but i'm still had the worst

My mom always said i must keeping on

But i'm down and i can't stand

I know the best when you're call my name

I know the best , you help me grow up

I spend tonight with the shadows

You're a liar, you're cheat me

Song Lyrics by me

How Do I Forget You

We were fight to nothing

We were here to fighting

But what we were getting

We just got a some problem thing

When i tell you that i can

When i say i never love you

I will get a better than you

But i got a two-faced thing

But now what can i say

I always thinking of you

I can't to forget your memories

We always fighting but we always loving

So baby i'm desperate with love

So baby i can't loving her, like i do

How do i forget you

You now get someone new

You bring it when you meet me

But what will i do

I just can keep my emotion

But now what can i do

I broke up to getting you

I mess up all what you will do

We always talking but we always fighting

So baby help me with my love

So baby tell me what should i do

Tell me, how do i forget you

besyukur

kalo dulu gue pernah bilang nyari temen yang kaya lo itu susah, ternyata ga sesusah yang gue bayangin. kalo kita udah berikhtiar dan bertawakal insyaAllah Allah pasti bantu kita buat nyari temen yang lebih baik daripada yang sebelumnya. dan mungkin ya sekarang lo ngerasain apa yang gue rasain dulu, semoga lo begitu biar lo tau rasanya dicuekin temen sendiri disaat gue lagi butuh banget temen buat share. by the way thanks ya udh pernah jadi sahabat gue meskipun sekarang lo cuman temen :D

My Senior High School

X-6

You Never Say My Name Again

You're evil, too arrogant and forgot all about me
You cruel, go forget me with a new friend
You forget who my name
You forget all our stories, yeah

Do you like? your new life?
Have a lot of new friends
But you forget me
And you
You never call my name again again
You forget who I am my friend, friend
They took you from my hand
You go leave me, and go far
I wait you come back to me

I know, they're more cool and you more happy
I understand, you get bored with what we do
But please do not ever
You forget my name, yeah

Do you like? your new life?
Have a lot of new friends
But you forget me
And you
You never call my name again again
You forget who I am my friend, friend
They took you from my hand
You go leave me, and go far
I wait you come back to me

Say my name again, just once
Hey I need you my friend
Do not leave me